I m Sick..
My stupid finger is so pain...
And best of all tml is clinical test...
Thursday is mental presentation n also my clinical assessment...
All the best to mi......
ARrrr Choooo....
RoNgZz CrYIng..@
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
WTH....
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
I m......
Thursday, September 22, 2005
I m sick...
I m Tired...
I m Stressed...
I m Mad with myself for not able to get wat i wan....
I m Sick of thinking how to solve problems...
I m Sad for her...
I m Angry....
I m Rich now n poor the next min....
I m Sick n tired of studying...
I m Loney at home...
I m hating my com whenever it goes off...
I m Missing my old friends....
But...
I m Happy in sch with my grps of friends...
I m Glad that i m healthy...
I m Excited when pay is coming...
I m Satisfied whenever i buy something...
I m pleased to have known all my friends....
I m Jus a Happy-go-lucky girl....
I m Wat I m......
RoNgZz CrYIng..@
Thursday, September 22, 2005
I m Tired...
I m Stressed...
I m Mad with myself for not able to get wat i wan....
I m Sick of thinking how to solve problems...
I m Sad for her...
I m Angry....
I m Rich now n poor the next min....
I m Sick n tired of studying...
I m Loney at home...
I m hating my com whenever it goes off...
I m Missing my old friends....
But...
I m Happy in sch with my grps of friends...
I m Glad that i m healthy...
I m Excited when pay is coming...
I m Satisfied whenever i buy something...
I m pleased to have known all my friends....
I m Jus a Happy-go-lucky girl....
I m Wat I m......
Weird...
Saturday, September 17, 2005
As usual i was jus viewing some webby...
Nothing to do and i have lots of thoughts/feeling in my head...
So i end up here...
I feel that my head is so heavy....
So much thing is collected inside...
If onli i could cut it open and throw everything out...
Hai now the things that are collected are...
Presentation...family....friends And also %^...!
Presentation is forever unfinished...
Family is always so troubled...
with lots of stuff...$,sickness,relationship...
Friends...i also don know how to say...
%^ ar...(If u are clever u should know What is that..haha)
Getting close to %^ is jus so difficult....Hai....
I also don know y i feel this way...
Somethimes i really don understand...
Am i so bo liao or wat..nothing better to do in my life issit...
Onli for that few mins i must get so headache...
The whole thing is i m Poor...
I have 2 solution for myself...
1.If Onli i m rich...
My family will not have so much of a problem...
I can jus pay a person to get wat i wan from %^...
I can get watever i wan for myself...
I will have a good life....
2. If onli i can be so sick n die...
Its not that i m cursing myself...
But i really think that dying is the best solution to a lot of stuff....
I know wat u are thinking now....
But don worry..i wont commit suicide...haha!
RoNgZz CrYIng..@
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Nothing to do and i have lots of thoughts/feeling in my head...
So i end up here...
I feel that my head is so heavy....
So much thing is collected inside...
If onli i could cut it open and throw everything out...
Hai now the things that are collected are...
Presentation...family....friends And also %^...!
Presentation is forever unfinished...
Family is always so troubled...
with lots of stuff...$,sickness,relationship...
Friends...i also don know how to say...
%^ ar...(If u are clever u should know What is that..haha)
Getting close to %^ is jus so difficult....Hai....
I also don know y i feel this way...
Somethimes i really don understand...
Am i so bo liao or wat..nothing better to do in my life issit...
Onli for that few mins i must get so headache...
The whole thing is i m Poor...
I have 2 solution for myself...
1.If Onli i m rich...
My family will not have so much of a problem...
I can jus pay a person to get wat i wan from %^...
I can get watever i wan for myself...
I will have a good life....
2. If onli i can be so sick n die...
Its not that i m cursing myself...
But i really think that dying is the best solution to a lot of stuff....
I know wat u are thinking now....
But don worry..i wont commit suicide...haha!
I m So Not Happy...
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Sometimes i really don like the environment i m living in now...
If onli i got the money and heart..i will choose to move out....
As a family, even thought it is not my problem...
But still i feel that i m part of it...
I HATE to own ppl stuff esp $$.....
And when that person is your relative....
I wonder how they can face them lor...
I feel so pai seh every time i see them....
Y Ppl jus don know how to think...
Not rich not rich la Not rich also can live happily ma....
Don need to ask for stuff that u cant afford....
And u know that u are using ppl stuff...
U should know when to stop right...
Don need to go over the line....
How are we going to pay back ppl now...
How long does it takes for us to pay back...
I know she wan to scold...
But she jus cant bring her heart to do it...
Mi too lor...i always wan to stop myself from being so nice...
But still in the end i Give in...
And u can pretend that nothing happen...
Omg I also don know y i m So angry....
Ok enough of my carp...
Long time didnt post pic already...
so took this 2 pic with wan HP...
Thanks Guy....
RoNgZz CrYIng..@
Thursday, September 15, 2005
If onli i got the money and heart..i will choose to move out....
As a family, even thought it is not my problem...
But still i feel that i m part of it...
I HATE to own ppl stuff esp $$.....
And when that person is your relative....
I wonder how they can face them lor...
I feel so pai seh every time i see them....
Y Ppl jus don know how to think...
Not rich not rich la Not rich also can live happily ma....
Don need to ask for stuff that u cant afford....
And u know that u are using ppl stuff...
U should know when to stop right...
Don need to go over the line....
How are we going to pay back ppl now...
How long does it takes for us to pay back...
I know she wan to scold...
But she jus cant bring her heart to do it...
Mi too lor...i always wan to stop myself from being so nice...
But still in the end i Give in...
And u can pretend that nothing happen...
Omg I also don know y i m So angry....
Ok enough of my carp...
Long time didnt post pic already...
so took this 2 pic with wan HP...
Thanks Guy....
Hey ask u all to practice u all take photo....!
If got nurse like us...Pt die liao lor...
Ok and this last pic is my project grp pic....(From top clockwise Fion,Mi,Maggie,cui zhu,sheila and rina) OVerall Its nice working with these girls....
Nursing Project....
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Bascially i didnt do much things since school start.....
Everyday onli Nursing project n nursing project....
I print the things till i very scare of printer liao...
Hai WTD this jus Suck....
K la enough of it...
Now i m gonna talk abt my Bro....
(for those who thing is boring u can no need to read cause i know i m writing crap...)
Bascially He is a clever guy who is studying in NUS now....
He own a Lancer..a laptop...a messy room in our 3 rm flat
The funny thing that i don understand is He like to watch cartoon...OMG.
I think he is also very Zuan Yi (that means he like u means he like u)
Not onli to girl..to things like that...
E.g His car now....keep pestering my mom to buy even thought we cant really afford it...
Sometimes he is very hot tempered...Mi n mom very scare of him...
He will scold u even for a small thigns lor...
Thats y sometimes i don know wan to ask for his help or not...
But sometimes when he in good mood...He will be my taxi driver..
Send mi to sch...or go back home from sch...
or send n pick mi n mom up from grandma house...
Good mood anything also can....
Overall he is a good Bro n a Nice Son N i think he is a nice BF too...
Yeah today is friday...
Jus came back at ard 8 after a movie @ marina..
Watched 'The Maid' with Fiza n Caili (Wan is suppose to come but too bad)...
Heard many ppl say the show not very nice...
But i think it is not bad...
Some part is quite scary plus the sound effect...haiyo...
Walk ard there after the movie...
And i have decided to buy a Slip-on and the Puma bag on the next pay day...
*yawn* wha i so early sleepy le...
So bad..still got stuff to do lor but i don know wat to do...
Hai..Maybe i should Slp first...
K la Bye guys...take care..
Stay tune for my next post on don know when (if i feel like blogging i will come)....
RoNgZz CrYIng..@
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Everyday onli Nursing project n nursing project....
I print the things till i very scare of printer liao...
Hai WTD this jus Suck....
K la enough of it...
Now i m gonna talk abt my Bro....
(for those who thing is boring u can no need to read cause i know i m writing crap...)
Bascially He is a clever guy who is studying in NUS now....
He own a Lancer..a laptop...a messy room in our 3 rm flat
The funny thing that i don understand is He like to watch cartoon...OMG.
I think he is also very Zuan Yi (that means he like u means he like u)
Not onli to girl..to things like that...
E.g His car now....keep pestering my mom to buy even thought we cant really afford it...
Sometimes he is very hot tempered...Mi n mom very scare of him...
He will scold u even for a small thigns lor...
Thats y sometimes i don know wan to ask for his help or not...
But sometimes when he in good mood...He will be my taxi driver..
Send mi to sch...or go back home from sch...
or send n pick mi n mom up from grandma house...
Good mood anything also can....
Overall he is a good Bro n a Nice Son N i think he is a nice BF too...
Yeah today is friday...
Jus came back at ard 8 after a movie @ marina..
Watched 'The Maid' with Fiza n Caili (Wan is suppose to come but too bad)...
Heard many ppl say the show not very nice...
But i think it is not bad...
Some part is quite scary plus the sound effect...haiyo...
Walk ard there after the movie...
And i have decided to buy a Slip-on and the Puma bag on the next pay day...
*yawn* wha i so early sleepy le...
So bad..still got stuff to do lor but i don know wat to do...
Hai..Maybe i should Slp first...
K la Bye guys...take care..
Stay tune for my next post on don know when (if i feel like blogging i will come)....
Holiday is over....
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Today is the last day of my 1 wek holiday...
Its like so fast lor....
Lets start from MOnday..
Went to see Dr Goh at CGH for my eye appointment...
Then rush down to WWW to meet the guys who already were having lots of fun...
I quickly change then went down to join them...
First the lazy pool...
Then the skyrider...
Then the slide-up which is quite scary...
My heart was like flying off....
Then went to play the U-LA LA
which allow max 6 to seat in the big float...
First round..with fiza,nad and siti...
All of them were screaming their lungs out...
Sec round all of us went in together cause siti don wan to play...
It was fun to have more ppl....
All scream together....
Wash up @ 5 plus...
Book into the chalet....
Put down our stuff and off we went to have our dinner....
Fiza waited for her food for so long that she went off to tution without eating....
After eating went to acade(as usual)...
Then went back to the chalet...
some play mahjong while other play Xbox...
Siti is a fast learner haha....
Then fiza came back from her tution...
We order pizza and carry on with our games....
In between mi fiza n siti went outside for a talk....
Then left 3 of us to play mahjong....
while denise n caili went into their dreamland...
Glen,Nad n wan play on the Xbox...
Fiza left for home to be her good daughter cum wife cum mom @ 5++..
Then the rest of us slack ard and fall asleep...
I didnt really slp la....
Next morning book out..went to whitesand have breakfast
Then all went home sweet home...
I went seng keng with caili to visit my grandma...
Then i end up slping there....
I slept in the bus on the way home too....
Hai i was jus too tired...1 day 1 night nv slp lor....
I spend my Tuesday sleeping...hehe
Wednesday met up with sheila and rina @ queenstown
To do our nursing project stuff...
I really think this project is rubbish la....
Wasting our money and time onli...
We are nurse lor not doing business...
Hai its jus stupid la....
After doing wat should be done...
I went down to bugis to shop ard along (so poor thing right..)
Bought a OP t-shirt @15...
I hate to buy t-shirt...
M is too big while S is too small (cause its unisex size)....
So in the end i bought M lor....
Then got a call from caili...
She want to some meet mi...
So we met up..eat then walk ard then headed home at ard10+...
Thursday went down to queenstown alone wanting to collect the t-shirt
But the stupid person Print it at the wrong side....
Wha kao...waste my time and money to go down lor...
Then have to reprint and go down again...
Then went to city hall to meet rina...
To discuss abt out that nursing project stuff again lor...
Hai sian la...
Friday went to school...
Actually have mental health meeting...
But wan and wen ming didnt come...
Then fiza n caili got their other meeting...
So i wasted my taxi trip down there....
After fiza n caili meeting we went down town....
Fiza bought quite a few stuff...skirt,necklance,hair dye...
Ate at KFC then fiza went to tution...
Mi n caili headed to seng keng....
My grandma is sick lor thats y i have been going do recently...
Really hope she will get well soon....
Then Kor came to fetch us back home...
On the way mom wan to buy ba cou mee at 85...
Hehe..long time nv eat also....
Then after kor send us home he went out to MS to see his friend perform...
Saturday Went facial thats all...
The rest of the time i m at home slacking....
Jus Before i start blogging..i was helping my Kor back brownies...
It looks fun..maybe i should try myself 1 day...
Tomorrow...maybe going down to grandma house again...
If not then stay at home do up watever work i m suppose to do lor...
Hehe....thats all for now..
I actually blog what i did for 1 week...
Whaha...hope u guys enjoy reading...
(Don know if got ppl read a not....)
RoNgZz CrYIng..@
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Its like so fast lor....
Lets start from MOnday..
Went to see Dr Goh at CGH for my eye appointment...
Then rush down to WWW to meet the guys who already were having lots of fun...
I quickly change then went down to join them...
First the lazy pool...
Then the skyrider...
Then the slide-up which is quite scary...
My heart was like flying off....
Then went to play the U-LA LA
which allow max 6 to seat in the big float...
First round..with fiza,nad and siti...
All of them were screaming their lungs out...
Sec round all of us went in together cause siti don wan to play...
It was fun to have more ppl....
All scream together....
Wash up @ 5 plus...
Book into the chalet....
Put down our stuff and off we went to have our dinner....
Fiza waited for her food for so long that she went off to tution without eating....
After eating went to acade(as usual)...
Then went back to the chalet...
some play mahjong while other play Xbox...
Siti is a fast learner haha....
Then fiza came back from her tution...
We order pizza and carry on with our games....
In between mi fiza n siti went outside for a talk....
Then left 3 of us to play mahjong....
while denise n caili went into their dreamland...
Glen,Nad n wan play on the Xbox...
Fiza left for home to be her good daughter cum wife cum mom @ 5++..
Then the rest of us slack ard and fall asleep...
I didnt really slp la....
Next morning book out..went to whitesand have breakfast
Then all went home sweet home...
I went seng keng with caili to visit my grandma...
Then i end up slping there....
I slept in the bus on the way home too....
Hai i was jus too tired...1 day 1 night nv slp lor....
I spend my Tuesday sleeping...hehe
Wednesday met up with sheila and rina @ queenstown
To do our nursing project stuff...
I really think this project is rubbish la....
Wasting our money and time onli...
We are nurse lor not doing business...
Hai its jus stupid la....
After doing wat should be done...
I went down to bugis to shop ard along (so poor thing right..)
Bought a OP t-shirt @15...
I hate to buy t-shirt...
M is too big while S is too small (cause its unisex size)....
So in the end i bought M lor....
Then got a call from caili...
She want to some meet mi...
So we met up..eat then walk ard then headed home at ard10+...
Thursday went down to queenstown alone wanting to collect the t-shirt
But the stupid person Print it at the wrong side....
Wha kao...waste my time and money to go down lor...
Then have to reprint and go down again...
Then went to city hall to meet rina...
To discuss abt out that nursing project stuff again lor...
Hai sian la...
Friday went to school...
Actually have mental health meeting...
But wan and wen ming didnt come...
Then fiza n caili got their other meeting...
So i wasted my taxi trip down there....
After fiza n caili meeting we went down town....
Fiza bought quite a few stuff...skirt,necklance,hair dye...
Ate at KFC then fiza went to tution...
Mi n caili headed to seng keng....
My grandma is sick lor thats y i have been going do recently...
Really hope she will get well soon....
Then Kor came to fetch us back home...
On the way mom wan to buy ba cou mee at 85...
Hehe..long time nv eat also....
Then after kor send us home he went out to MS to see his friend perform...
Saturday Went facial thats all...
The rest of the time i m at home slacking....
Jus Before i start blogging..i was helping my Kor back brownies...
It looks fun..maybe i should try myself 1 day...
Tomorrow...maybe going down to grandma house again...
If not then stay at home do up watever work i m suppose to do lor...
Hehe....thats all for now..
I actually blog what i did for 1 week...
Whaha...hope u guys enjoy reading...
(Don know if got ppl read a not....)